This heart, it beats, beats for only you..

Back from BSC subcomm camp and overall it was a BLAST(: Well done main comm, especially my pisangs sisters! I wouldn't have enjoyed if it wasn't for them and of cause the wonderful people in my empire I've met this 2 days, TARZION! With our BEST FA, JIA MIN! (:

I think DSC's really really SO DAMN GOOD. Their night walk was one of the best activity I've been through. (HANDS DOWN!) Hahaha. A tad too bloody and gruesome though, lol. Ya and thanks Sab, Val and Gen for falling on me, like Dominos. My leg hurts. ): Hahaha, I became immune to them after awhile, except for the murderer. S: With a penknife on his hand, chasing after us. God it was freakyyy. I remebered one female ghost on the ground caressing my leg. LOL.

Hmmm, this year's camp was way better than the last as they tried to break away from the traditional games. Yup, rather innovative but disturbing(battle of the sexes: foam anyone?), which I think was really good lah. If not it's like I kinda expected what's happening next. Hehe, Jam and Hop was the best, but the songs still cannot make it as usual. It's really nice 'cause everyone was so enthu and the spirit was there(: Mmmmm.. What else...Final clash was a disappointment because of the wet weather ): Hmmm. OVERALL, I enjoyed myself! And Tarzion's really the best. The nicest people who have been with me through this camp thanks so much for taking care of me too. Val, Cheryl, Sab, Gen and the girls! 'Cause I was rather by myself in Tarzion. The lao jiaos all were in different groups. And I think I was the only lao jiao in the group. I was at least given a lil' chance to lead. It's better too luh, that you get to know more of your freshies. And Reuben a.ka. RUBY, you're sooooo adorable still no matter how disgusting you are to Jia Min. Heehee. Thanks so much TARZION! How I wish I have the photographs now. Bleah. Hope to get them soon and I'll post some! Andddd one last thing.. I love Tarzion, and I'm still a Pisang at heart(: Loves to both empire. Without them there won't be me too!((: CHEERS.

Hmmm, actually today on my way home.. I encounted something really... I don't know, it traumatized me quite a bit. I think someone commited suicide over at the next block. I didn't exactly witness it, but I saw the motionless body sprawled on the ground.. Good thing was when I saw him, he was covered by a van, and all I saw was his hand, which was alread so darn freaky. Lucky I went home with Reuben and wasn't quite far from me as he is walking back to his block.. I really didn't know what to do I just screamed to him and said somebody jumped down. There was just a small crowd.. But he was nice enough to walk me to my block. And we tried not to look at it, but I took a glance. Urg, it was soooo Goddamn freaky.... My feet was trembling in the lift. ): I think it was the first time seeing such a scene, that's why I'm quite affected by it. Hmmmm.. I don't know.. God bless his family though. R.I.P...? /: Okay, tmr's operation again. So got to go! Byeee. Good night.

Having the strangest feeling that....

Just ranting about my day.

I love making people smile (:

Hmmm. Sure is a hectic crazy week. My reports are all submitted late and are in terrible conditions. Well, it's finally over. AFTER SO LONG ): So damn sick of it, just the thought of it, it makes me wna vomit. I so wna get over that stupid trading period. It just annoys me every single day. I forgot all about closing shop today. I dozed off while watching twin and josh chiong-ing finance. I so condemn mr and bbf. Loads of shit crap. ): I also found myself dozing off during bus rides to school or back home. I can't seem to stay awake for just 5 minutes. And I reached my destination 30mins later before I knew it. That's how tired I am. Eye luggages ):

It's officially a wasted day. I spent time watching people, becoming a junkard and switching off to whatever I'm doing. I've got bruises on my knees, and God knows how they were formed. Even bumming around could bruise me. How on Earth can such an amazing thing happen. ): Oh, had lunch with bf-zero(: Yay, he decided to accompany me today. I'm grateful to have company! Anyway, watched them rush bbf as I'm helpless over finance, bummed around till 6.40pm and to find out I was late for band again. Yadah poo poo. Hmm wouldn't you be worried if all your reports were submitted late? I'm worried sick. Sigh. Mind's sick too. Band played jazz today, and poor Jolene couldn't play jazz for nuts. Never like to play jazz ): Had a rather bad experience maybe that's why. So was just trying to feel the music and rythms. I suck. Boo. Rest of the pieces were played badly still. Sigh.. I need a lot of practice): Can't find time for it. Dinner with the dearest at Techno. And off to our emo-playground for the normal chats. And back home at 12.30am again. Hehhh.

It's just strange how people could eventually become really good buddies, like how Seehua, Olivia and I have become. How we could slowly open our hearts and hear for each other. Standing by one another. (thinks of the tune oh darling darling stand.. by me. Twin and Jacq!) Lol. Random. There is just some people you can and can't talk to. Takes a lot of time and courage to open your hearts to this 'strangers' you've met? It's because you trust them? Hmmm. Strange.. Well what matters most is, we're all buddies(:

Oh well, I think that's enough of talking to myself. Bsc sccamp later. ): Hope it's going to be a good weekend. I'm so tired. Bet I'll sleep like a pig tmr night. New people to open up to again! Lol, like a 'vicious' life cycle. Where love and hate begins. Ee. ): Wow wow wow! Just saw a whole stretch of police cars whizzed past my block. OMG, so KUA ZHANG. Like 10 or more police cars from all directions! Wonder what happened?!?! OMG, never seen this before. We're not safe anymore ): Okay, mommy brought in fruits for me. And have to finish it before bed. Poooot. Okay, time's running short. have to wake at 7am later. BYEE LOVE.

Over it.

I. DEPRIVE.
One. Sleep
Two. Friends.
Three. Proper meals.
Four. Entertainment.
Five. Tranquility.

That. I. stone. and. typed. this. way.
I. whined.
I. cried.
I. cracked. under. pressure.
Went. insane.
And. started. laughing. to. myself.

Yup. I was driven to insanity due to the work load. I was so overloaded with projects and assignments. And and and and STRESS AND.. ARHHH. Submitted MR report yesterday.. BUT WE WERE 2HOURS LATE, and we couldn't even submit in peace after it was done 'cause Roche went home. He said to be submitted the next morning personally. Then twin and I went down early this morning to apologise for what had happened. We waited for an hour or so to only find he was on leave. ....... Thanks for making me wake up so early. ARG. SO GOD DAMN FRUSTRATED. I only slept 4 hours. I wanted to make up for my sleep debts and there it goes again. I'm so fucking tired.. like every part of me, mentally, physically and emotionally drained. Everyday I slogged for projects for the sake of my grades, and it wasn't worth my time at all. It wasn't fair. ): I had enough of the conflicts and arguements in this group, the too many different ways of getting work done and all this work load. Everyday I'm an angry girl. Then emotions taken its toll, I start to feel the guilt and just want to break down and cry. Who am I exactly? I don't wna retake any modules please. MR is a whole load of shit, I swear. How can we ever work in peaceeeeee?????? ARG. So what it's over, there's still the consequences to face. Forget it. And no, it still doesn't stop me from thinking about it. I. am. still. thinking. about. it.

I wasted my entire day today doing nothing. Watch twin, josh and hai finish up finance proj, which was so totally unproductive. I pray they finish it on time. Twin promised to finish the report on time. Omg, please dont screw up like ytd and everything would be okay, please please.. I can't afford to fail again. And my Psycho. Omg. Endangering 3 fucking modules. OMFG. SAVE ME.. I don't get why I'm so sleepy during psycho tutorials. I will doze off eventually when Mr Jeff's teaching the theories. And honestly speaking, he's not one bit boring. Trust me.. Even doodling the pages didn't help. I still fall asleep with the pencil still in my hand. It's terrible. I need help. Maybe it's just me. Maybe. Just. Kill. Me. PLEASE? Sigh. But activities today were fun. Especially the relaxing and tensing of muscles session. Hehe, really made me laughed after so long. Went to Henderson with twin to find our suppliers and restocked on the hp keychains that's all. Lol, twin went on date! b: Though it left you confused. ): No worries, there's better ones out there.

Finally met up with OLIVIA to chill and de-stress. After 3 damn long weeks. I missed you lovely. Sigh. Talked non-stop till 10pm. Sigh.. Everyone's leaving me soon in September, and off all time when my Birthday's approaching ): Jayjay's sailing to Perth and other continents for two months, Eerik's going into NS - solitary confinement, two Olivia's FLYING, one to China, another one with frequent flights to Bangkok. And wtf, I'm confined in Spore. Time keep still? NO? ): Ya, I'm still praying for a day when time rewinds. It's okay if tomorrow ended without me knowing. Hmmmm. ): Shit, I just rmbed I had some stuff to do. I procastinated. Think it's 11am in school to open up the store later. Yawns, finally more slp. AND BAND. MY red hot chillies, going to see you guys oh-so-soooon. DINNER. : D Good night.

Read my lips, because I'm so over it.

Don't wna go to bed yet.

Just received an sms from felfel asking me to join feli and her for supper at jalan kayu. (...) SIAO ARH. What time is it man? Lol, they're near by though, but how on earth can we get there? I don't mind roller-blading there. Forget it, thinks me mommy is going to forbid me from going out so late at night. Boo.

Hmmm. This week is super extremely busy and stressed to the max. ): I almost cried man, lucky my boyfriends and dears were there. AWWWS, just when you needed some love and a warm hug, they're there. And yup, my tears didn't fall eventually. Hee. Thank you guys. I really like being in band to see all my friends, making some music to lift my spirits up and destress for all I care.

Today's business was better than Friday's(: I think. Hmm. I finally took some pictures of my puny lil' shop. Didn't even have time to take pictures after the set-up. So here. DO VISIT ONCE AGN.
Over view of our puny lil' store. RAINBOWW + CLOUDS + SUN!I'm proud of my VM! :x
The woodie section..
Picnic Basket! YHUMMY(:
MASA-MASA! (: I swear they're SUPER UBER CUTE.
Some vintage necklaces we made.
Anyw, you can visit more here. Yhum-yhum. Hmmm, operation was real fun today! Was hopping around 1st Avenue. Think Ho Ho's going to scream his head off and shower me with his sarcasms when he spot checks the videos. BOO. Helping out at Casual-Tees today. (: And I had fun with the classmates. I don't like to take pictures with Caris luh. She toooooo tiny. LOL~



Must aim the camera properly so that we look even. LOL! Just kidding luh, I love her!(:

Marketing Research project is only a highway to hell, I swear. Keep stressing over it. And I can't do anything with it now 'cause I need to go back to school and use the effing program to collate my calculations. IRRITATING SHIT, I'm really wasting a lot of time. ): SAVE ME. TOMORROW'S THE DEADLINE!!! FUCK IT. NOT EVEN HALF OF THE EFFING REPORT. That's it. I was told not get so stress over it. Okay I shall fuck care it now.

Band after project meeting. Ya, I almost burst. But had band, Ah Tan didn't come so law ba took full band. It's more fun I guess, but less productive. LOL. I had my fun(: Dinner with hua, frotong and erica. Met chipchip, raz darls, zhexing and nina at macs and we all talked and walked home together. Heh, it was fun(: I wish time goes slower when we have fun... But time is all the same, nobody could ever stop it. Time waits for no man. So we all move along. Sigh. Got to wake up early.. So think I better hit the sack NOW. Have got coughs and a stuffy nose ): Boo.. Hope to get well soon. Good night world.

I must be lying if I'd said my heart's not a mess..

eye bags luggage.

Me: "Omg.. I've got eye bags.."
Seehua: "Those are not eye bags, those are eye luggage."

HAHAHAHAS. Rolls on floor laughing. That was real dumb. Ya.. I've got like a major sleep deprivation. I can't exactly go to bed now 'cause I've got so much shit to do. BOO. I neeeeeeeed my bed. And I miss my mom. Okay that was random. But I really miss and need these both real real real bad. I REALLY MISS MY MOMMY): Hug hug???

Stayed up on Thursday night at Jacq's place to complete our Merch Buy stuff. And of all days, my Twinnie fell real ill and I had to take over, which I think I did a sucky job. MAJOR SIGH. It was such a horrendous night, with the fever running and the runny nose with a box of tissue by my side.. Typing presentation slides, cutting pictures for catalogue and doing up those smaller signages for the displays... ARG.. Worked from 10pm all the way till 7am in the morning and rushed down to school to print out the slides. Don't bother, the presentation sucks too. ): Presentations are NEVER good when they're last minute. After that was hell and hectic, setting up the store for the last before opening. IT WAS SOOOO MESSED UP ): Couldn't even count all the opening stock as we displayed too many and the customers were already browsing and picking items before we open. Arg... But operations went out smoothly, walking around 1st Avenue and Biz school aimlessly, disturbing the people, hung around with the clique till 4pm. Same problem, couldn't telly the closing stocks. Anyway, I think R01 and R02's VM and merchandises are damn good(: I love the army hat and shades from su babe's store(Love At First Sight). I'm so tempted to get it!! And the hp straps from Chocolate Box! AHHH. Shopping spree at First Ave. Crazy. Lol. Please visit us all, and show your support for 1st Avenue, especially for my groupie and my store, Summr Cottage!!

Instead of going home after operation, I went for band. I am such good girl, see? But.... I end up dozing off whenever Ah Tan is talking or coaching the other sections. I couldnt help, but what could I do.. I was WIDE awake for the past 36hours without naps or sleep. Oh well, it was woodwinds sectional anyway. Was rather productive, must say. AND WOAH! Thank God he wasn't there to spoil our intonation ytd. LOL. We just sounded so damn good. To a certain extent. GRINS. Seehua came! ((: AND SHE GAVE ME HONEY LEMON DRINK! (: AWWW. She's the sweetest. Hehe. I was awfully happy when band ended. We had cuppy cakes from Cynthia mommsie(((x They were too pretty to be eaten. I saw boyfriendTWO holding on to her cuppiecake for a LONG LONG TIME. LOL, think she couldn't bare to eat it. It's really reallyyyy UBER CUTEEEE.

SEE?! Even the box was nice, I stole one. Heeeee. Yay. Dinner with my dears as usual and went to our same old place. And back home at 12.30am.. Slept at 1.30am and woke up at 9am plus and back to school for MR. CRIES OUT LOUD. I just wna sleep longer. ): Spent 5 hours wrecking my brain with Yisin coming out with pointers for our findings. And I think we are in DEEEEEP DEEEEP SHIT. WEDNEDAY'S SUBMISSION. Barely half the report is even out yet. ): STRESSSS SUPER STRESS. Jacq came with BUBBLE TEA!(: Anyway.. went for late lunch at techno after 4pm plus. The salted veggie + duck soup sucks that I had to order chicken wings to compliment my white rice. Lol. After lunch we went to watch fishes. We stood there for a moment watching them.. Was really fascinating and Jacq bought a fish to accompany her sad lonely neon fishy living in this big fish aquarium at her home. We saw many other fishes and even seamonkeys. HEE. I love to watch fishes. Use to sit in front of my tiny bowl of guppies & Joo Joo(my dead goldfish) for hours. I JUST ENJOY THEIR COMPANY. They stare politely at me, and I stare politely right back on too. LOL. Fishes are friends, not food! (: Whatever. Think that's about it for today. Gotta run along, love.




Will you say okay...
I don't need you,
I don't need you to destroy me,
I don't need you to tell me how to lead my life.
I don't need you to decide how I should feel.
I am happy now, just the way I am.
Pleaese say you're happy for me too.

omg, save me.

I'm sneezing soooo badly.. Just needed to break away for a tad moment. And off to bed. But, before I sleep..

I'll reply Feli's tag.
Each player of the game has to start off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.In the end , you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list out their names.
1. They say I'm sociable. But when it comes to presentations, I freak out infront of everyone. I thought being sociable was being rather brave?
2. I can still eat desserts no matter how full I am. Well.... sometimes it depends too, if my food is not till up my thoart!
3. I can still be emo no matter what feeling I'm experiencing.
4. I love to hug everyone.
5. I'm afraid of death but I tend to try kill myself
6. I still can't pronounce vegetables.

Did you look up at the sky today? It was so clear and was filled with many, I mean MANY stars. Okay, not that extreme yet. But hardly do you see stars up in Singapore's skies. I would trade in chilli for STARS((: Lol, inside joke. I was burning wood for my store signage for the past 2-3 hours.. And another 2 hours before I met the bandits for dinner. Like it's finally done! I'm so happy with it. It was goddamnit tiring, plus my flu isn't making things any better. I'm like dying now.. My nose hurts, my thoart's sore, eyes watery and all.. Fell ill at the wrong time.. Of all time when tmr's the set up. KILL ME. I really feel like dying now. Still hoping that the store would be put up nicely tmr. Arggg... I NEED TO... I really wna go to bed now.. I'm so so so drained, stayed up just to do up some psycho stuff. Good night. I'm dyinggg.


I swear I hate wood burning.

4 in the morning.

I've got a freeeee ride home today after dinner w the bandits! (: Yayyy! Thank you Baldwin! Heh. I loved fun car rides, &I'd always loved to cruise along the night skies, watching the skyline which seperates the night life and the darken skies. I will always love this feelings of late nights and wished that I wouldn't have to go home and just stay up till the break of dawn. Sigh... Now I can only pray harder to break away from all this stress that's piling up to the brim. Lying on the lush green grasses, basking and embracing the warmth of the sun underneath the clear blue skies........ Me and my wishful thinking, again. Been having too many clouds above my head. Sighhhhh, I wish to get trading period over and done w. It's tearing us all apart. All the differences and disputes. ): I'm having this stress overload over our visuals. Please tell me we'll make it through. From tomorrow onwards, IT'S HELL. ): Sigh, I need motivation, but where?? Used to had some, till I've lost all... But after losing, I didn't gain. They say, for you to gain, you needed to lose some. Where's my return then? I don't know, but maybe it taught me a valuable lesson... Hmmm.......... Still keeping my fingers crossed..

Please say you're happy for me.


Standing on the rooftop, screaming your heart out.

Friday 13th

Woooops, long time since I blogged. I am really busy? Lol.

Friday! No lessons = Happy Jolene, I think. Okay, wasn't really a wonderful day afterall. Indeed, friday 13th. In the morning, twin dropped a bomb on poor me. Lol, don't worry. I'm okay alr, think was a tad grumpy in the morning for waking early, so sorry huns!! ): I STILL LOVE YOU! Mmm, project meeting for finance in the afternoon wasn't as productive as I thought it would be. And stupid me, got entirely no nuts about what is going on. Not even the report was out yet. Sighhhh. To hell with finance! And this extremely long talk at 2.45pm till like 5.15pm, yawn. About career opportunities in future about the Retail industry. Sigh, what would I become 10 years down the road?? Don't wna think about it. Flew down to TM to find Olipootpoot. And bought Jupoot's cookies(: Lol, let's skip the part on how we made the letters. Here's a picture of her birthday cookies! It's double chocolate cookies with white chocolate letterings. SUPER YUM. Almost gobbled the whole thing up x:

Lol.. Then we were late for bandddd. Whatever. Played through AIRS and Dancing in the Wind. I SERIOUSLY CAN'T STAND HIS TONE LAR. Even Olivia can't. I hope he gets transfer out or something la.. He's like spoiling our intonation. ): It's not like my tone is good, but TRY SITTING BESIDE HIM. GOD.... I missed the old altos formation. Hmm, played till my lips bleed. Cut, bleed, cut, bleed. BLOOD on my reed. ): Like yuck, and she asked me to lick it off. LOL. After band we went to celebrate Judith's birthday! Happy Birthday girl, hope you enjoyed yr day and all the blessings and presents you received today! Sparklers, cake and friends brightened up the entire Friday 13th mood. Lol. YAY, and dinner with the bandits. SO MUCH FOR CHILLI. God. Think that's all. I hope I can stay home later. I don't mind if mama hua could ask me out for dinner(: Nights all.

too free people.

Yup, rotted the day away. Met up with Kay darling though(: And I wore GREEN today to support Live Earth Day! Lol, random. Reckon it's going to be a busy day later. Stock nightmare. ):

Guess what I did today?

I bought a nutella cake for my sick brother! Boo, get well soon brother. Oh btw, I did the words. It's kinda like a last minute thing. And I think I destroyed it... Somehow.. x: Still looks yummy, 'cause it's NUTELLA. b:

Other random ones for the day,


Meet Kay babe today,


And here, Bobbie harrassing me for FOOD!


So much for MacBooks b:



End. My entire family's sick! Goshhhhhh. Hope they get well soon. Okay people, GOODNIGHT. Long day up ahead!

Time Remembered.

Hellu world. I'm surprisingly free now, and it's a miracle that my saturday is also SPARED! Usually the schedule would be jam-packed during the weekends, things like work, project meetings, stock related stuff, or be it meeting up the good o' pals.. Hmmm, speaking of work, I'm not working this month. I missed the kids so much.. ): Haven't seen them for a long time, thanks to lady boss. There's too many people working this month I guess, that she asked me to stop going till further notice. To think of it, she must have thought I sucked at teaching, that's why I got 'kicked' out. Hmmmm ):

Bored, so let's talk about dailies. I get so damn happy when there isn't any lessons! So I'm declared HAPPY. BUttttt, was back in school to do some work. MR - report writing and took measurements of the store. And off to Jacq's place to do some coding for the stocks. Sigh, we're stupidly busy over this trading period. Arg, just get too caught up with all this work. I'm goddamn tired and so stress over it. Just keeping the fingers crossed. I really hope we make a profit or a break-even is goooood enough, honest, if not... BYE BYE $100):

BAND TODAY. Not the usual monotonous practice 'cause we did lotsa sight reading today. Loved all the pieces we played for today!! YAY. Concert's coming up again. The coming up concert came up way too early, don't you agree? We just ended 'Time And Tide' like last 30th March? The upcoming on is on 2nd Nov if I'm not wrong. Boo, what's going to happen next year then??? SHRUGS. Dinner with the bandits and walk back to the usual emo-playground and bustop with hua darling and olipoot. Haha, damn funny lar. With all the screamings over CATS and COCKROACHES. OLIPOOT, THE CAT'S STALKING YOU!!!! Lol (: Too bad the cats didn't put up a show for us. Lol.. I realise I've been reaching home around 12.30AM every Monday and Friday. I love Fridays best! Hmmm. I'm too use to it. I never really like to go home after band. Heh. Laaaa..

LASTLY, HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY JAYJAY!! MISSED YOU SO MUCH! :( Wished you were home... :( Yay, he promised to bring me over the seas on my December holidays! HOPIN' AND PRAYIN'!!! I WNA GO TAIWAN OR HONGKONG!!! BANGKOK WOULD BE FINE TOO! MUACKS. LOVE YOU!
I'm hitting the sack now, lovelies. Ciao!

I found a picture(:


Jolene is a much happier kid now!

That's strange, I'm HERE(:

Hmm, rather free now I must say, though there's like tonnes of projects and assignment up ahead which are yet to be completed.. Mmm, have been busy thinking about our store's VM. Hopefully I can help everyone with that. Haha, it's rather pressurizing actually. Though designing has been my passion, I've never quite excel in it. But I'll put in my all for you guys, so fret not groupie. :) Guess I'm going to get busy now again. I pray that the web template + online catalog, and all will be up tonight. Ciaos Lovelies.

Sneak peak to what I'm up to lately:


Thought of photographs.

Thoughts.

Picked up something meaningful today..

"I've learnt that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.
I've learnt that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.
I've learnt that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.
I've learnt that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life'.
I've learnt that life sometimes gives you a second chance.
I've learnt that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back.
I've learnt that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.
I've learnt that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.
I've learnt that every day you should reach out and touch someone.
People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.
I've learnt that I still have a lot to learn.
I've learnt that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did,
but, people will never forget how you made them feel..."

:)

Love.

Love you guys.

Going offline now, I'm going to be soo busy this and next week. Pray that I'll make it through. Good night. I'll be back to update if I can.

Everything Changes, Staind
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?

I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close,
The devil in you I suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal.

[Chorus:]
But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel,

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real.

[Chorus]

When it's just me and you.
Who knows what we could do.
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day.

[Chorus]

Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word.

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?.
It wouldn't change how you feel.

Don’t go you said you wouldn't...

1:23am. I'm was home an hour ago. Hmmmm, was really a tiring day though I didn't really do much, or I did. But the thought of having to deal with the stocks/inventories ain't that fun. But still, it's so much fun doing with twin and jacq jacq :) I had a helluva time! Hehehe. Pray that we'll finish on time. All the besssst :) Paperwork, VM, website, web design. SIGGHH. Setting up a business isn't that easy, for us. Let's not go on further abt the future. Yays, thank God I have twin and jacq!

Ytd was a dreading day.. I missed lecture 'cause I overslept 2 hours. Rushed down but still couldn't make it and I missed out on all the presentations. :( Guess I'll have to make it up this coming friday. Rushed to print pw before marks get deducted further. And stupid me, couldn't even find the block when it was like right in front of my face (rolls eyes). It was a warm day too, and I was pespiring mad, even the slightest jog sent me dripping in my own pespiration. BOO. Anyhoo, went to collect stocks w groupie ytd. And headed for band, which I think it was a waste of time! Well. On second thought, I did manage to practise my part. But.. half the band was missing, I was the only alto saxist, and qz on the bari. Two man show. FANTASTIC SAXES, I'm so goddamn proud of you. Dinner w darlings was the best part la okay? Lol. I loved ice-cream and hanging around the playgrounds! Heh, but mr. cockroach decided to drive us away and back home.

Hmmmm, August in Bethany by The Juliana Theory has been ringing in my head. Sighh.. So hungry now. I neeeed food. :/ Oh yeah, I bought a colouring book! Lol, I'm so hooked onto it I was so reluctant to get out of the house, just because I wanted to finish colouring! Ho-hum, it's so late alr. Took so long to write this post. So, good night world.